Sinking

Dad's failing fast. Every day seems to get a little worse instead of better like we had hoped. Today his blood pressure was low, he's dehydrated again and they're thinking he has a secondary infection going on. They'll have to do more tests to figure out what. He had a CT done to look for cancer there. He's still so confused and very tired and a lot of pain. One Dr gave my sister a prognosis that wasn't good and another dr came in and said we'll still look at chemo, so who knows. The drs are not on the same page, so hopefully they can get it together so he can just come home. He doesn't want to be there anymore, and we want him closer so we can spend all the time we can with him. I have pictures from stuff, and had my birthday and inlaws up, but don't wanna post or write. I finally went and got my anxiety medication boosted and an extra one for the panic attacks. Not sure how to feel, think, act, keep going....